Smash smash smash

Hmmmm….spring has sprung ….Thunder storm was intense the other night ….was that last week?

Started smoking ….which is bad ….gaining weight ….which is also bad…haha…..need a hobby ….start lifting again ….I should…. …not sure what to type here ….been good….I think ….but still miserable ….jk…..been having heartburn ….and this office building always gives me static shocks when I touch anything….”don’t you know? I’m Electro ….:P ….

have a good day and week….

Been awhile

Hello Knetters! :D Happy New Year! or did to say that pass already? nevertheless Happy New Year! Been over at Facebook.

What to tell you all? ..been an “emotional” (I use that term loosely) start of the new year …what it’s almost 3 months into it. Figures from the past popping up. Mostly through FB Messenger and shit. I was kind of hoping to work things out with this one person but I think I fucked that one up (and maybe her)…I shouldn’t have when I shouldn’t have looked….haha….funny how a dream could drive me over the edge…anyway…that’s that….and what else oh yeh….got this one pop up “checking up on me” the person says….so we start to talk about stuff …saying how this person is battling depression ….didn’t want to ask why because I’m battling it myself sadly…..asked if I wanted a night cap ….bad idea I thought…haha…glad that didn’t happen …and on Friday was when shit went down on FB with this other particular person ….haha….then I think what was the cause of all this….then I thought “ALCOHOL” …haha…the catalyst is always/gotta be alcohol …say no to drinks….or at least stay off line!! …and the whole reason for this update….haha….till then Knetters….

and that eraser pic was something …a sentimental piece from long ago …funny how I still keep it….weird of me…

 

Heresy

Oct 12/16

Holy hell! It has been quite awhile since I last updated this page. Things been moving along. Not much to say. Been watching a lot of TV. Netflix. HBO. FX. where all the good shows are these days :P :D ….Job is alright almost got stressed out burned out last month. Stressing over this and that. But that smoothed itself out. Heading out again next week for a week long work shop. So it should be good. Taking time off from the hecticness of living in a rez. Don’t want to get too rezzed out…haha…jk. First real snow fall this afternoon…it was really falling. Oh yeah…school kids moved into the new school finally. School looks awesome. yeah…that be all. ‘Till next time. Not sure if anyone reads or checks out Knet anymore. Laters and stay safe.

Starting 2016 with a clear head

Hello hello hello….been a couple of months since I’ve been here. What’s to say? hmmm…not a whole lot of news to tell ya. 2015 was somewhat of a shitty year. I drank the whole 2015 away I think or it would seem like it….emotionally I was a wreck….bouts of depression here and there….hoping to change all that this year….2016 …cut down on the drinking or just fucking quit it all together….concentrate on my well being and others that matter to me the most…yeah…

Anway….still fiddling around with Linux ….moving to Red Hat … Fedora 23 which is Red Hat based….I think…haha…still new to me……installed it last night on a very slow laptop….I haven’t really messed around with it …it was still updating when I left for work…yay for our “awesome” fibre optic line…haha….jk…..went the Red Hat route mainly because I couldn’t get my main Linux Distro to install on my Laptop…which was strange….think it was a video card issue …but I have a whole bunch of Distros and Fedora worked right out of the “box” …..So, I am reading about Fedora whilst I am sitting here at work….caught up with work!! :D …..is my excuse for reading up on the Fedora material….anyway…I love Linux ….keeps me busy…

Fake

This world looks so fake today as I look out the window ….been feeling that a lot lately ….not really sure what it means….

anyway ….. going to try and clean up my act and stay sober as long as I can ….things been getting pretty crazy to say the least ….haha… just got out of a 1 1/2 binge …..it’s going to be tough being a depressed fool ….wish I could just go away for a bit and relax …..maybe the outdoors or somewhere far away from this shit place ….

Order some parts for my next computer build going with an AMD processor this time around ….make a cheap build and hopefully sell it and make a reasonable profit out it ….hope it won’t take me 4months to build it haha….was slacking on my last build…

shoeless again…..sun is out….and it’s already heating up….I see rain is in the forecast though….’till then…

……4 months later.

Hello hello hello…..

It has certainly been awhile since I last checked up in here ….but there isn’t much to say ….hmmm….been reading a lot …stuff about this and that….some stuff that pique my interests….learning a whole lot I should say…..been jobless for 1 1/2months now….but glad my EI worked out this time around…..should be good for 7 months….but that’ll go by fast…..been drinking a whole lot….helps with my insomnia I should say….but maybe bad for my overall health….liver probably don’t like it a whole lot….but it keeps me from going insane…..still no sign of my wallet anywhere….lol…been i.d.”less” for a good 6months now….caamaan someone should know where it is….ahhahaha ……finally finished my project….a custom built computer…..and I must say….I am very proud of it….lol….overclocked the cpu to 4.5 …with 16GB of RAM and 3TB of storage….plus an air cooler that makes the computer chill….plus some “hacker’ish” stuff….wanted to install Linux on it….but maybe…maybe that’ll be my next build….want to make an AMD build next time……a powerful Linux machine…..anyway….still alive and well….till then….knetters….LLAP…haha…

Hello Hello 2015

Been an interesting start to the year 2015….good and bad….can’t complain though….revelations and such …..people from the past popping up…haha…..I think I got my drinking under control…..only had 2 drunk weekends …the first time I almost got fired right away from my temporary job…..also lost a measly 3lbs since I started this weight loss shit….lol..XD …maybe I should work harder….my laptop finally gave out as well…not sure what’s wrong with it….tried all of the troubleshooting tech shit I can think of….it was an old laptop anyway….and it was starting to shut off randomly too….decided to build a computer from scratch…first 2 parts came in the other day……just need the mobo…psu….ram….ssd ….and a case….should take another month or so to complete it……been gaming out on the PS4 a lot lately mostly Dragon Age and Evolve …add me up r4bId_n1shn4b …..yep….that’s that…..and pretty much it….’till then

December already???

Greetings from my fortress of solitude….a life of quiet and solitary …it’s cold out there init? …yep…anyway…not much to update about just sending a flare up to anyone that cares that I’m alive still…hahaha…I have a sore throat from all the retching….I’m hungry I should go eat

Hehehehe

Hello hello hello helllllllllllllllllloooooooooooOOOOoOOOooOOoooOoooOooo

Tired…haven’t had much sleep recently….no sleep and no play makes Marcel a dull boy….jk….haaaaaaaaaaaaaa…..from the book/movie The Shining….excellent movie….except I changed it….it’s suppose to read …”all work no play makes Jack a dull boy”

have a good thanksgiving weekend yall….be thankful for everything……I shall see ya’ll next month for the November update….I’ll be gone till November…jk…now that damn song is stuck in my head…